j a l a n s e h a l a [ v2 ]

Holding on to something
With hope in your heart
But sometimes time can change things
And hoping gets hard

Don't give up, don't give in
Others have been where you've been
And just around the corner there's a smile

You need to remember
That someone cares for you
That summer follows winter
And life can be renewed
You need to remember
That sunshine follows rain
That tears are prayers for laughter
And life can come again
You need to remember

Understanding heartache
It's hard just to trust
But you'll find things will work out
Just believe in His love

And don't give up, don't give in
Others have been where you've been
And just around the corner there's a smile

You need to remember
That someone cares for you
That summer follows winter
And life can be renewed
You need to remember
That sunshine follows rain
That tears are prayers for laughter
And life can come again
You need to remember

tomorrow will be the 4th month since that day…

it feels like its already been so long. and here i am, still finding the strength to move on, still trying to make myself happy, still trying to throw all away all the sadness

but its not that easy, and i know, i am the one to find the answer

but i hope, maybe one day i can be stronger, in every aspect.

its just too hard to go on like this, with this kind of mentality,
but at least i’m still having the strength to go on, and i need to change….

august 14.. please come fast…

i need a long rest...

"Free yourself from hatred - forgive.
Free yourself from worries - most never happen.
Live simply and appreciate what you have.
Give more and expect less."

mari menjadi seorang insan yang sentiasa bersangka baik,

mari menjadi seorang insan yang sentiasa berlapang dada

dan mari menjadi seorang insan yang ikhlas dalam beramal…

nie bagi mereka yg berade kat perantauan + lame x blk msia tapi teringin nak makan roti ngn kaya…selain dari parcel yg dihantar oleh parents, anda juge bley try wat sendiri…tapi pandan x tau la dpt ke x…gune perase pon ok gak…haha

Bahan2:

3 biji telur + 3/4 cawan gula (pukul smpai sebati)

1 cawan air + 1 cawan gula (mcm nak wat gula hangus utk puding karamel)

1 1/2 cawan santan

2 sudu besar tepung jagung (bancuh ngn air sket)

then mix je sume2 tu 1 by 1. masak atas api sederhana and kalo nak rase pandan tambah jus pandan/pewarna pandan. jgn lupe kacau selalu so that x nmpk buruk. masak smpai mendidih/ nampak pekat…then siap utk dimakan! :D

one of my fav song from the script
i like the lyrics... quite meaningful for me... maybe not all of 'em

one of my favorite dessert…lagi best kalau ade nescafe skali haha…actlly ade byk care nak wat puding nie… bley gune evaporated milk, toned milk and also susu manis.

tapi plg best gune evaporated milk but since kat india nie mende nie agak mahal so i stick to susu manis. lagi sng actlly sbb xyah tambah gule dah..haha

ok… so this is the recipe…enjoy :)

Bahan A:

7 biji telur

1 tin susu manis

2 sudu besar esen vanilla

2 sudu besar tepung kastard (agak2 kalau nak lg keras/lembut)

Blend je sume and later tuang dalam bekas.

Bahan B:

Yang nie lak utk wat die nye gule hangus/karamel

1 cawan gula pasir

1 cawan air

Just fry the sugar on a pan…smpai die cair dan nmpk mcm dah brown sket…pas2 tambah air, slowkan api and kacau + bagi nampak pekat sket.

Pas2 biarkan gula tu settle dalam loyang and biar gula tu sejuk. after that tuangkan bancuhan tu on the top of the sugar slowly….kukus for 45 minutes and voila! siap utk dimakan…tapi sejukkan dulu puding tu :D 

Instead of asking, 'Why did this happen to me?', ask yourself, '"How can I use this? Where is the gift in this?" - Anthony Robbins

 

i hope i can think like this. working on it

:)